A Thought is a Thing

I can remember finding a letter written by my grandmother about the grief of a loss of a family member.  Death was no stranger to my grandmother as she had buried two sons almost a year a part.  It was not talked about in my family, but through years of questions I was able to here the story.  This particular letter was her reflection of her own belief in God, and how she came to accept the deaths, and accept the fact that there had to be some kind of order which was God Centered for us all. 

Reading this letter in my early twenties, I of course did not understand  what she was trying to say.   With the passage of time, I now understand what she was attempting to  convey to this grief stricken friend.  That being, or energy, has a  plan that guides us all through life.   In the letter she included the idea that thoughts also played a vast part in this plan.   The example, that she used happened to be an article from a news paper that she had saved and had lost.  Apparently this particular piece of journalism had given her comfort in times of grief.  She had saved it and referred to it often, but in the every day life experience she had misplaced this particular story which gave her the encouragement that she needed in time of grief.  She could not find the story, and continued looking for it for several months.   One day, while sewing at her machine, she noticed a Bible.  She moved the Bible in order to gain more space for her sewing, and the article fell out of the book.   In her limited way of spiritually understanding what had happened she understand that Spiritual Guidance was responsible.  This is the same energy that I call God that guides us all.  When we are centered, balanced in thoughts, this energy works to supply exactly what we have created in thought form.  To become aware of this talent that we all possess is the journey that we must find for ourselves.  Because, until we are ready this energy is too powerful to abuse. 

   For my grandmother, it never occurred to her that her own thoughts guided her, along with spirit, to locate this memorable piece of paper with its precious message.  She did understand that however, you name God, there was a presence that guided us always through hardship.   The more we all learn to work within this energy, the better our life settles down.   And, a caution for the flip side this happens whether we know it or not.  So again, my caution here is to watch your thinking. 


   My message to you who are ready for this news is to be mindful of your thoughts, and above all stop the negative thinking about yourself.  You all are children of God and worthy of the gifts that can be received, so stop sabotaging yourself.   Best wishes to all who are beginning a new year. 

Channeled by the Guides / On Terrorism

This has been predicted for some time.  You were present at our meeting when we told yhou it was forthcoming.  Well, it is here now and you are busy preparing yourself and others for the changes to come. 

1).  It I s very important to stay centered and "go within" for you answers.  As it is already obvious to you and many others that we work with.  The news medias are not truthful.  These companies are not helping this cause but continuing to feed into the drama.

2).  The earth's vibration is rapidly changing.  Look for greater calamities this year and especially toward the latter fall and winter time.  There will be the feeling of too much (water), and yet not enough.  *  You are already seeing the water shortage in Marlin, Texas now.   They shut off their healing waters, sealed them up, and are now experiencing a water shortage with a leak that the city can not find.  Many think this water is being dumped back into the river, but are clueless as to how and why it has started.  This is an example of group karma returning upon the city.  The healing waters should have never been closed off to the people.  These waters were used for healing, and dealing with stress which can lead to disease.   There will be more spring water to emerge after the earth shifts, and that my friend is not too far away.

 *Marlin, Texas is about 30 miles from Cameron, near the city of Waco.  These waters were used in the 1930's for healing.  I remember my Grandmother driving for a mineral bath, and used these waters until they were stopped.  These mineral waters appear all over the earth.   Little Rock, Arkansas celebrates the same gift and these waters are still being used for health purposes. 

3).  You and many others are experiencing a very difficult vibration which feels "crazy" to you, but also angry.  This is felt in many cities as the cities are too congested.  You often have talked about feeling like a rat in a cage, and that is a good description of this vibration.

4).  Yes, there is group karma and group responsibility, and yet there are many in your group that are working to help.  Not necessarily by writing book, but merely by setting an example.  This is often referred to in recovery as attraction rather than promotion.  As for now, the jobs are within the majority of these large cities.  People are beginning to move out of the city to experience a little less chaos and more serenity.  This is simply a difficult time, and it will increase in difficulty.

Until we channel again, stay with meditation and prayer and center your thinking on changing your behaviors.  As Emmet Fox has said, "the only thing you can change is your thinking".
 

Accepting and Learning How to Adapt

This time period in which we have all chosen to live is a difficult task.  Adapting to change is primary if you plan to survive the changes.   Everything is going to change and that even means governments, businesses, habitats for living, school systems, and everything thought that would always be in your world will shake as well.  That being said you job is to learn to stay the course and accept the consequences as well as learning to jump ship when you are in a dangerous situation. 

Going through this maze of change is equally difficult for me.  I go through mood swings, feelings of not knowing and when I finally realize that my thoughts are in a chaotic state of fear, I wake up and begin the exercise.  First and foremost, I tell myself that the only thing I can change is my thinking.  I get that suggestion from the writings by Emmet Fox.  This particular book of his was Alter Your Life.  Sitting down for his little words of wisdom begins my change in thought, then meditation, and finally I put my "big girl pants" on and go out into the world.  I continue this practice daily, and yes, with time it works.   I am amazed at how much clothes, our surroundings or both home and work, as well as the friends we choose define who we are.   Last, I finish with a gratitude list of all that I am grateful for from the gifts of life.  Gratitude for a bed today, gratitude for the food I eat, gratitude that my health is good, etc.  The list is simple, but it works. 

To increase you awareness or intuition, you must first start by regular sessions of meditation.  Meditation,( without the use of drugs), is primary as it will lower blood pressure, reduce fear or apprehension, and alert your mind to clear up and  clean out erroneous thoughts  This is a simple solution, but change in habits, especially if you have never attempted meditation, is hard to enforce with change in behavior.  Sorry, but this is first and foremost.  Even I spend a good bit of daily activity with meditation as I too have to go through all of the chaos that sometimes comes my way. Now, more than ever, it is important to acquire this little habit. 

The Aquarian Energy (from the God source) is much hotter and stronger.  Haven't you become aware of how fast the energy returns to the soul who has committed a crime?   Everyone is under this same energy.  No one escapes a small lie or what we have often called a white lie which still operates like a lie.  Energy is returning to the soul faster than ever before.   Your thinking creates your world, so be very careful with your own thought process.   I describe this as if we were all walking on eggs.  Be very careful with your thoughts!  In recovery, as well as life itself, we tell others that your best thinking got you into the shape you are in now.  Take responsibility for your life and be grateful for the changes to come.  Eventually we will be in a better place. 




 

ATTRACTION/ MY LESSON AND WHAT I LEARNED

This physical law happens to also be a spiritual law.  Opposite attract and like repels.

The hardest acceptance for me was that I was attracting all of my own lessons.  I could no longer blame others and other situations for my own problems.  This was a spiritual jolt to me.  Yes, some was karma, some my destiny, but I had to realize that my own thinking and belief system was creating my own set of lessons.  My journey of life could no longer be blamed on others.  As simple as this concept is, it is very hard to accept when you are either the person being robbed, mugged, raped or whatever; but slow down here, and bear with me,  these situations will later be discussed and hopefully you can have better enlightenment with disaster.

The sessions with the channel were my initiation into a change of thinking or consciousness that took time and yes, again more experiences for me to understand.  Do I completely get all now?  NO, but I am at least, as a human becoming, experiencing life and able to look at life with a different mindset.  I have changed many of my own behaviors as a result. 

This particular article will deal with vibrations and how to begin to change that within us that we call our own vibration.  It is through learning to do this that we will change situations and even the type of people that we are attracting to us.  Life will indeed improve. 

Attempting to understand the higher self is a matter of raising your energy, raising your vibration, or moving your energy through your body to the crown chakra or the top of the head so that it unites, first of all, with the Universe and thereafter.  This is a slow process, and this is why we are here.  But as the higher self is activated, and as people begin to act less like the animals and more like the God energy within each of us, the vibrational level changes.  This is the ultimate, as far as what you can do on this plane to unite yourself with the God force, or the God Energy.  And yet, that is not the end of it.  It is not true that those who are good get to go and live with God.  Because there is other learning on other levels.  And God is not an anthropomorphic state.  That is another symbol that was put on this level so that you could understand it.  Eventually, everything that lives will once again part of the God force, or the God source, or the energy or whatever you would like to call it.  That is the name of the game here, on this level, and on every level thereafter.  So in a sense, we are all working for the same thing.  The concept of going to heaven that is mentioned throughout modern religion is not false, and yet it is really not understood in the way that it really is.  But it will be good enough for now.  You can use this term and this thought form to explain what you are talking about and what you are thinking.  And yet it is not exactly true in that term.  Because it isn't true, though doesn't mean that it is false.  It just means that it is not all of the story. 

Changing your vibration will be first of all to begin to change your own thinking.  This is a HUGE process that will gradually take time.  As we all, including myself had horrible patterns of thinking behavior.  Gossip was especially hard for me until I realized it might not be true, and I was spreading erroneously falsehoods about people.   A suggestion of changing you way of thinking would be to read  Emmett Fox's book,  "Alter Your Life". 

Meditation and all of the phases of it will enable to you help with this process of changing the vibration.  This takes months and patience to begin this process as the universe does not recognize a month or a year as a long time.  I have been meditating for over 35 years now and am no beginning to look back at the young woman, me, and I don't even know who that was.  Some of the old personality is there as well as the body features, but internally I think completely differently now.

We all teach by the actions that we choose.   How you behave with others will make or break a friendship just based upon your attraction to them.  Actions do speak louder than words.  Remember that the next time you behave like a 3 year old in public.  ....to continue with next post 

Where Are YOU Going ?

All of these post that I have written have been designed to help the reader understand how to make his or her own choices.  Some of my post might be weaker than others, but let me assure you that they have all been channeled  by the guides.  Learning to trust in automatic writing has been difficult at best for me as I recognize that I am not known by my writing skills.  That being said, I am proud of my work and I now encourage all of you to read all of these post.  They eventually will "sink" into your brain as you being to learn about your part in this lifetime that the God of your understanding has given to you. 

Your choices have created your own path, but now with the change in climate, beginning changes in the axis shift, and overall change in the collective consciousness with  information forthcoming to us all, my suggestion for you is to be prepared the best way possible. And learn to become aware of your surroundings, listening to nature.  So take those earphone out and listen and learn.

I was told that the axis shift would complete at about 7 degrees.  If you think about this, it is a major change.   I think this change being similar to Atlantis. We are looking at the possibility of continents going under as well, not to mention that greater land masses such as islands will disappear into the ocean. 

When this change occurs, I do not know.   I was told that none of us are to know.  But all of us have the ability to prepare, and I am not talking about camping equipment.  I am talking about spiritual awareness within ourselves as well as others.

  In preparing for these coming events, I would suggest some readings about the lost continent of Atlantis.  Ruth Montgomery's book, the World Before gives much information about the sinking of Atlantis.     Another read would also come from some of Socrates and Plato.

Learning to Find the Answer

Often times when reading for people, I am ask the question, " When will I know or how would I know what to do?'

One answer to this question of course might be to find a counselor, meditate, sit quietly, and think about what kind of mess you have created and the answer will come to you. 

Many souls are looking for some kind of inner guide or workbook that will help in their that will help with their own metaphysical journey through life. 

I was part of a select group of people that worked on such a "road map" in the 1980's.  I had no idea as to how this would alter my own life and began a journey of discovery that has aided me on my own spiritual path for all of these years.  In m work, parenting my children, guiding those that have come to me for spiritual help, these rules have helped me not only give advice, but as I have shared them with others they have enabled to not be totally dependent upon others for help.  These rules or laws, although easy to understand, enable each of us to find our own way and yet allow us a comfort that when put into practice follows the course of doing the next right thing. 

I do not in any way propose that one must follow a certain path.  My belief system enables me to encourage people to think for themselves, as they should, on their own religious views or truths.  However, I will confess that all of these rules or laws are found in all of the major religions practiced today. 

My suggestion here is to open your heart and try these principles out.  Meditate upon what they suggest and put them into practice if you are happy with the results.  Be patient with these simple truths and allow them to expand in their meaning.  Watch to see how these rules inter relate to each other and connect in many ways to help you solve problems.  For example, telling white lies often got me slapped with other problems.  It would have been simpler to get though the pain on the first round rather than creating more mess.  Karma's law of truth hold you to your word. 

Having this knowledge does not mean that your life will become rosier, but solutions and the method in which you arrive at solving difficult situations will become easier.  In your heart, you will know. 

Many of the following articles  that I have already posted are dealing with many of these karmic laws.  Although, at times they may seem that I have been redundant, take my suggestion and reading them all.  You will learn that repeating often works miracles that help with your change in attitude.

Your Choice/ Your Future

I am not the only soul that thinks in terms of lifetimes.  Emmett Fox also agrees that we are all born with different game plans.  His description is something like this: we are all born with our own hand of cards to play.  Some of us have better cards, but the game is the same.  That game of life is to learn how to do the best with the cards that have been dealt to us throughout our life. 

When you consider reincarnation as a possibility, you will understand that your past deeds created the new scene of life that you are now living.  So......, think in terms of life as a continuum.  It never stops.

One of my friends in her 70's mentions often that she is glad she is nearing the end as she does not like what she sees.  I agree, there is a huge amount of living that does not look enjoyable, but the challenge for all of us is this.  We do not stop living after the physical death occurs, we continue to work upon recreating a better place while on the other side.. This is either done as a physical guide to a soul living on the earth plane or it could be in helping to send thought forms in the way of suggestions to help stop all of the chaos created by all of us from either past or present lives.  Our deeds do not die, nor is the karmic slate cleared as we exist in death.  We continue to reap what we sew, if not this life, then the one forthcoming when it is time to reappear.  

Don't you think that it would be a better place to live if we first learn to clean up the mess that many of us have created?   In deeds, all are paid back to us either positively or negatively depending upon how we lived.  God is not the puppet of bad news we are the authors of our own creation.   Our God gives us all choice, and sometimes it take a while to learn here.

Try this for a change.  Learn to change your thinking, and watch how you deal with all souls with the thought that all of your thoughts, both good and bad return to you in kind in order for you to learn better choices. 

It became easier for me to stop drinking and smoking with this thought.  I did not want to repeat that lesson any more, so it might be a better choice to begin now with your journey.

  This is one reason why suicide is considered a "no no".   It is of course forgiven, but remember all that you did not learn by choosing to exist just has to repeat itself again in a similar or same manner.  Not a pleasant thought to think about, but it is a form of  "second chance" given to us by the God Energy in order to clean our slate. 

Where Are We Going?

Each of us has our own individual experience as we walk through life.  This depends upon the time period that we chose to live on earth as well as the souls that we chose to live around.

  When I first started understanding the concept of reincarnation, I thought of  this concept as a selection, each time we were to incarnate on life, we would satisfy the experiences that were needed for us to have in order to grow spiritually.  There is, for me, truth here, but I have completely misunderstood the whole picture at times. 

Yes, we reenter earth with souls that will enable us to have the experiences needed for life, but the souls that we choose to be with are souls that we have dealt with over the many centuries of reincarnating in order to learn and grow, as well as karmic payback.  So, what I am saying here is that we stay with the same group and repay much karmic damage that was done to each other, or we continue to come back into life with the same group until the lesson is completed.  This can be lifetimes as some of us seem to remain stuck in time and lessons.

Therefore old arguments are replayed over and over again until the experience is learned.  And what might that lesson be?  How about learning to love each other and accept the differences?  And  MOVE ON.

As a race, when we tend to remain steadfast to outworn belief systems, the God Energy will gently nudge us forward and force us to deal with  "new".  This can be rather harsh upon mankind as man often gets stuck in quicksand and begins again repeating the same thing.  And so now it is time for the God Energy or the God Energy of our choosing to have His turn.

The axis will shift.  Crop rotation as I often call it is getting ready to begin.  First like a mild storm and later much stronger.  There will be changes in weather patterns that will seem bizarre.  Some of these have already begun to surface.  Understand here that mankind has not been nice to the earth and the lower animal kingdom.  We have abused the water systems, the air, the laws of nature beyond description for our own selfish reasons, and that also includes war.  Watch for more changes in this direction. 

I will now add that the population has begun to migrate all over the world.  This is a harsh reality of course caused by war and destruction,  much sadness here as forced change is not pleasant.  All of these souls are leaving the past and beginning a new way of life.  This transition will not be easy upon any of us throughout the world.  But watch it continue to grow.   Violence may get worse.  Learn compassion for others and try not to judge the process.  There is a global reason for all of it.  Change is in the air.  And remember the axis is going to continue to shift.

 

Creating Our Own Horror Show and Stopping the Insanity

I am not the only one who believes very strongly that, " a thought is a thing".   So let me make an example of us all, me included. 

If that be true, then even our entertainment such as horror movies can be damaging to the soul.  In my case it was a book that involved the subject of possession.  I was around 30 at the time, and although I was studying subjects that were metaphysical in nature, I was paying attention to my  choices.  This book was a good read, but for the next year, it gave me a case of the ,"what ifs" that nearly drove me over the edge emotionally and spiritually.  There is a spiritual truth that was even told to me as well.  Watch what you think because this can become your reality. 

During this time frame, I was a young mother with three babies.  Being somewhat fractured in my thinking,  I was very discontent at that time.  Looking back, it is as if I wore "worry beads" all of the time.  Who was I, what was I here to accomplish, what was I supposed to do????  All of these questions circled around within my whole being.  And above all circled the emotion of depression would arrive weekly like a dark cloud.  It was overwhelming, and I began to slip into darkness every time that this vibration appeared. 

The brain is like that of a sponge.  What you plug into is sometimes not always the best choice.  Focusing upon the ugly version can feed fears that create nightmares that you could not necessarily want to be living with.  My advice is to change the way you think.  Because everything that you feed into  your mind, you are creating.  Do you want that kind of junk in your mind?

There are many levels of evolvement that I have not dealt with and will not.  But believe me, here, there are places that you are better off not going, or even yet not knowing about.   I equate this subject as if you were a child playing with fire.  Not good to mess with, so don't. 

These subjects sell tickets at the movies, but they really do not help spiritual development.  I can only advise each of you that to play with magic is not healthy,  so stop.  Especially, if you are using any kind of mind altering medication or drugs.  This warning has now been given.  Learn to focus on that which you can do to help to make the world a better place.  That is learning how to focus and help create that which we call God's will.  

The Spiritual Function of the Brain/ Your Spiritual Connectiobn

The brain is one of the most fascinating parts of our bodies that works for us.  It will help you to understand that cleaning up your thinking will enable you to navigate much easier as you go through life on earth.   

Without much discussion on the nervous system.  I would suggest that many of you who have not studied the human form,  might want to expand your mind and consider the brain.  The purpose of this article is to enhance your  thought process upon the importance of this wonderful tool.  None of us really understand how to use what we call the brain. 

We often talk about controlling our thoughts and the importance of meditation.  But rarely do we completely understand that the brain is our computer.  If you want to think in those terms.  The brain  allows  us to connect with the God Energy.  None of us rarely give the brain the credit that this marvelous part of our nervous system deserves.  But understand me here.  It is now time for you to learn this little bit of wisdom.

When I write that it is a poor choice to use any kind of drugs or alcohol it is only because it slows down the spiritual connection upon which  we  rely upon to use and enables us to navigate throughout life on this planet. 

Now, the planet is changing and the energy is also changing so, guess what?  You need to re-wire your thinking in order to survive.  Your connection to the God energy is all that you might have.  So don't you think that the brain might better function without being clouded with junk?  Your choice here. 

I spoke about the meaning of the end of times that the Mayans wrote .  2012 was the end of the Piscerean energy and for that reason alone was the death of an era.  We are now totally under the influence of the Aquarian Energy that deals with the law of truth.  This energy is a stronger current and unless you are willing to change your life could have some challenges.  Because, becoming totally honest with yourself and others it will feel like you are in a mind field of getting caught at every turn.  Enjoy if you like walking on eggs.  I don't......

We are told to watch what we think, we are told to control out thoughts, but never have we given much energy to the fact that we have not ever once considered what happens to the thoughts from our minds?

So helping you here.  Try this journey.  To begin, visualize yourself surrounded by a light field of energy.  This we call the aura, but rarely have we ever understood its purpose.  The aura is your life force that protects you and guides you through life as well as receiving and sending information to you.  Without the aura there is no life.  These thoughts are transmitted and received by you whether you are aware of it or not.  It is like you are a radio station walking about life receiving and sending messages.  Well, folks, don't you think it would be better and easier if you took the trash out of your head so that the energy could have an easier way of communicating with you?

All of us have spiritual guides.  The guides will change as the lesson changes.  All information come to you this way.  Understand that when you think you are the bright spot of invention,  now time to cool down with that thought.  Nothing from you is yours, it is all from the God Energy.  When you realize this fact, my prayer for all of us is to begin the spiritual connection and plug in.  This will take time as old habits are difficult to break.  For me, I have been working on this fact for years.  And I welcome you to join this journey with me.  God Speed to All. 

Dealing with Depression

  I am not writing about clinical depression. .  This article is about occasional depression that often comes and visits for a short time then leaves. 

I often have such spells that when they occur  can create a small amount of discomfort emotionally.  It is for this reason that I have chosen the subject as we all have some form of depression now and then.  So, here is my answer.....

As a young mother I can remember depression arriving at my door like an  overhanging cloud.  It felt awful, and I can even remember talking to myself that here "it" is again.  It was not until years later when I was part  of a channeling team that met once a week did the subject of depression once again emerge. 

The answer was simple in that  the solution is always simple, but...the work or the solution is difficult.  Difficult because the remedy lies in retraining your mind to respond or to change.  Easy said but difficult to achieve.

First and foremost do not give this negative energy any power by feeding it was negative thoughts about your self.  This is harder than you think, but simple to work upon.  Recognize that the energy is there, but mentally change you thinking.  A simple thought is to tell yourself to stop thinking this thought and leave yourself alone, and this works.

I suggest a gratitude list.  Be grateful that you have a place to stay, or sleep.  Be grateful that you have a source of revenue or income, be grateful for your health.  This is simple, but very important.  Because focusing upon what you have rather that what is not pleasant helps rid yourself of depression. 

Always pick up the phone and communicate with others without talking about your own needs.  In other words,  get out of  directing conversation about yourself, and focus upon the friend that you have chosen to call.  This is when the magic begins to take effect.  By helping someone else, you get out of the depression, and if lifts and goes away.  Connecting with other humans is one of the best solutions ever.  By helping another soul rather than spilling your problems all over someone else allows a gift to be given to you from the Universe.  Remember?  when you give to someone and do not tell others what you are doing, you are sending out a positive.  Let the energy reward you, and watch depression leave.

Who Are You? Watching the Truth Energy Return

Often we are not aware that we are of two energies.  One is the soul energy that absolutely knows where it needs to be, the other is the ego that often involves itself with trying to manipulate all of us into feeling good must be positive.  Not always true here.  Sometimes feeling good is negative because it is self centered rather than soul driven.  Here is an example of what I am trying to express. 

As a mother my children were always getting into small problems.   As the parent rather than letting them solve these problems I intervened with the solution.  Sometimes it was needed cash, sometimes it was helping with the homework, one particular time I even did the science project for my small son, and are you not surprised that he took city wide 2nd place?   I wore that proud ribbon in my mind and at the time thought nothing of it.  Looking back I laugh at the insanity of it all.  The job of a parent is to teach children how to navigate life and learn to solve their own problems.  I was creating an illusion that was to come back and bite me on the you know what.  At the time, I felt good I had helped, and never once did I realize until years later  that my son had failed to learn anything, but that Mother would solve my problems.

So....how can you comprehend the difference when you are in the middle of a lifetime mud hole.  First use the HALT technique.  This acronym stands for hungry, angry, lonely, and tired.   Absolutely halt or think, meditate, pray, to do the next right thing and the answer will eventually work itself up with the solution. 

Second ask if what you are doing is helping the person or hindering their growth by refusing them their right to fail.  We have a whole group of souls that have been told they are special.  What on earth does that convey?  For my children, it taught them that they were above others and did not need whatever it was they were told to do be it homework, raking leaves, cleaning their room, or learning to have a job and earn a living.   Games for many children in the past were taught so that they would learn to survive.  The American Indian was superb in this type of technique because most games centered around the hunt for food.  My theory here....tweeting and internet are not always best for learning.  Be careful here.

We are now in the  Aquarian Energy (God  Understood).  This being said, this energy is much hotter and faster.  For those that love to fabricate the truth,  this energy returns to somewhat reveal the truth, and sometimes this is not pleasant.  Look at the leaders of the world.  Many are continually being bitten by the truth energy returning to them.   They are refusing to become responsible for the truth.  Who told them that the general public was incapable of knowing the facts?  We are all responsible for our actions even those in power.    


 

Are We Alone?

As a young child at play, I would look to the stars and wonder if we were alone.  Exactly what was out there and what wonderment for me.....

 It was not until my forties when I was searching for the truth did I discover a wonderful source of information.  It came through lots of working upon my self, and I might add with the help of my spiritual teacher who happened to be a channel.  I worked with her for about two years and during that time I discovered a wonderful bit of information that  has sustained me throughout this adult lifetime.  No we are not alone, and no they are not trying to kill us. 

If you study much of history you will realize that much information came from this ancient source.  The pyramids is one such example, acupuncture and its origin is still not known.
  The ancient text of acupuncture exist to this day, but there is no known source as to who taught or delivered the message.  I can continue down this path, but for those of you who would like to be given this message that was channeled by my teacher and transcribed by me, I will share with you today.  We, more than ever, need their help.  Particularly with the world wide chaos of war forthcoming.  Clearly if left to ourselves, I do think we could do ourselves in..  Thank God there is a God power and thank God there are other souls coming in to earth to help us endure this hardship.  It is already beginning to be channeled to all of us now, and we can all help with God's help clear the earth of this angry vibration now. 

These beings talked to us through the channel.  It was I who transcribed the tapes and who later told the channel what I suspected.....that we were talking to souls from another system.  This was confusing to me and both exciting.  I understood that I would be laughed off of planet earth if I divulged this information.  However, for those who are interested you can re-read there earlier channeling messages that I posted on this blog.  Much of this work has to do with the Universal Laws that we all have, but do not yet fully understand.  I am still learning with all of you, the reader, but it is becoming apparent that what we were told is truthful. 

One particular night we gave these souls from afar a "grilling session" with some of our questions.  Basically we were told that we had not yet evolved to the point that we could exist with them.  They were here to help us withstand the changes on this earth that were forthcoming so that the planet would not destroy itself.  Silence by the group......,  what followed was their explanation.....You are not ready for us, and you would kill us.   I still chuckle at that explanation as we always solve anything with a violent reaction. 

One of the questions that was repeatedly ask on a weekly basis from different souls was about alien abduction.  Their answer was always the same.  We need to know just exactly how far you have evolved. 

Back to today, I continue to work upon my own spiritual growth.  Few of you will understand, but give it time, be patient with yourself and as I like to say, "Eat the Spiritual Elephant One Bite At a Time"

The Spiritual Law of Destiny

This is one of the least talked about, and misunderstood by the general public.  But the law of Destiny is more important than you think.   The law is sometimes referred to as the law of Dharma.

Before you come into being, it is a choice as to whom you select as a parent.  Your parents are responsible for your early childhood, as well as creating for you the myriad of experiences both good and bad that create for you to experience while in your early childhood. 

So, for example, if you were, shall we say an abusive soul that abused people, you might choose to come back into the family in which the abusive behavior began.  Thus you could receive that which you gave from a previous life..  We as Christians know this to be, "the sins of the Father".

I totally misunderstood this as a young child and interpreted this passage incorrectly.   This does not necessarily refer to disease, but the dis ease of many defects of character that all of us receive at childhood.  This is a karmic law that sometimes returns in another life for you to suffer the consequences of your actions from a past life.  For me, it was much more acceptable to understand as I never understood how children could receive such bad treatment from sick souls at such an early age.  This became an awakening for me of understanding karmic law. 

Some of us, upon entering life,  have a karmic "hell" of such proportions that it is hard to comprehend how these people continue to thrive.  I am always amazed at these souls that often out of darkness become some of the greatest leaders on earth. 

Destiny is recorded in our DNA.  With this little gift, we inherit our talents, our quirks of personality, our propensity for certain illnesses, and these little gifts are our spiritual tools that we bring with us to create the life we are destined to learn and grow spiritually.  Yes, even physical disease is a learning experience.   We have choice here, and hopefully we survive to have the thought to make good choices.  Even addiction is a lesson and a hard lesson to learn at that.  Think of addiction in a way of teaching you an experience that able to have spiritually grow during this lifetime. 

At about the age of 40 or 50,  we are given the opportunity to understand what life has taught us.  And with a great deal of spiritual work such as prayer and meditation, we may begin a new journey into the discovery of life itself in out second half of life on this planet.  When this occurs, and it will,  then the other half of destiny kicks into play.  Which is.......we now understand that our very thoughts create for us the rest of our lives.  By being, "God connected", our thoughts become much clearer.  Because, we now realize that what we think about or want to have is our on going creation.  Think about what I say here.  Have you ever heard the expression, "be careful about what you want, you  just might get it." ?   Well, folks there is truth here to this very idea.

How you react to others, how you think about them, always comes back to you.  So be careful to create for you truth in your thinking about people.  No, you are not going to like everything that you see, but you do not have to give it unnecessary energy that just stirs up trouble for you. 

Have a nice day! 

 

Favorites From Your Selections

                                                                One
                                         Dealing with Our Crazy Fears

All of us get into some kind of fear.  This is one of the hardest states of mind of change.  At least that has been true of me.  As a child I could spend more time worrying, then resolving whatever it was that I was facing.   I do not think that I am complete with this lesson.   When friends tell me they don't worry, I usually wonder what kind of happy grass they might be  smoking  in jesting with them.

Living with a program of recovery for the last 24 years, I am happily sober and realize that the most important part of my day is my spiritual journey through life.  The worries do come, but now my tool is to recognize that I am not in control of future events and through prayer and meditation, I can control my thinking to know that "this too, will pass".   This is not an easy accomplishment, but with some kind of support mechanism, you too can work on this problem. 

We are living in a world of change now and moving into the Aquarian Age.  When I was given this message about 30 years ago, I was told that this was the spiritual ride of a lifetime, but that it would be difficult.  The difficulty for me is controlling my thinking, and to not get into a crazy form of fear.  For you that still drink and use, be cautious, as alcohol creates depression and brings on more fear.  So, you could be working yourself into a frenzy over nothing.  Marijuana gives off a false sense of euphoria then gently shuts down your ability for sober reasoning, and literally puts you into a stupor of nothingness.   This is not the spiritual solution to solving your problems, it is creating more of them.  Sort of like a slow death.  

I do not judge this at all.  I too would read at night with a glass of wine and then spin off into crazies with a case of the "what ifs?".   It took me a while to stop this little habit.  I wish all of you luck on your journey with substance abuse. 

About the change for those of your that are interested in self healing, facing fear, and dealing with others.   Read on...... You are left with choice.  As far as your destiny is concerned, you path has pretty much been set, but that being said you choice is what to make of your life, and use the best choices to create a much more  harmonious life for yourself.   Life is a lesson or a series of lessons that begin at birth.  Some of us have had rough rides through childhood, and I learned to accept this hurdle as if it was a spiritual lesson.  My truth is that all of us chose, before birth, this journey, and chose exactly those experiences no matter how horrible to teach us lessons.  Facing all of the nightmares that could or did occur in childhood or the very lessons that we have chosen to "un do" takes time and energy.  If not, then prepare to continue repeating these mistakes over and over

                                                                Two
                                      Working with Healing Yourself

One of the simplest to understand, and yet one of the hardest to understand is how to heal your self. 

The body knows how to do this, but it is lacking the full cooperation of your mind.  Both are necessary in order to accomplish this task.  Very simple, but very difficult.  For me, it has been a lifetime of understanding, and I will now share with you that which I have learned.  Yes, the body knows how to heal itself, but the mind or your thinking often gets in the way to nudging this along. 

Disease or "dis ease" is simply being out of balance with your body, mind, and spirit.  When this happens in general, sometimes it is years before the actual life threatening sickness or disease occurs.  Cancer is one example of what I am talking about. 

Often, we bring into our life the propensity to have a certain disease, as the disease itself is actually a lesson of understanding just exactly what we are doing to ourselves.  In short, it is a lesson that arrives by our own creation to teach us that we are manifesting our own sickness.   Sometimes, it has been a series of lifetimes that we , as souls, have continued to repeat this disease over and over again.   Many cancer patients exhibit problems of control.  Not being happy with their lives or ones that live around them.  They usually  either run around trying to tell others what to do,  how something should work, or exactly how something should not be.  The lesson here is only that God is in control and we are not in charge of others and their actions.  We have choice, and need to be out of every one's business, but our own.   Cancer can be a by product of this kind of narrow mindedness that creates havoc within our own bodies.   I am oversimplifying  this example, but do not think that I am far off here.  As I was once told that when we evolve to a certain level, we will not tell people what disease we have, as our friends will know how sick we are in our minds.   For me,  I believe this fact.

Okay, so first in healing.  Clear the mind with negative thinking.  Your body is a cellular universe with different systems communicating  with each cell that receives instructions from your brain which is like the transformer of the information system to the body.  Negative thinking about yourself sets us a system that turn upon itself and creates disease or disharmony within the body.  Not good folks.   Practice on a daily level whenever you begin to have doubts about your talents and place in the universe the ability to recognize this erroneous thinking and delete these thoughts.   On a daily basis I had a request to the God of my understanding to guide me through this process.  And yes, it does get easier and better with time.  Be patient success will eventually follow.

Second, begin to look at what the disease is teaching you.  Are you learning that you need other people?  Are you learning that you need to improve your thinking about others, and enlisting others aid or help when ask?  Are you truthful?   Do you complete your jobs because it is the right thing to do or because you "have to"?   Do you resent others?   What is your overall attitude of life? 

Third,  remain steadfast.  There is no quick fix.  Healing takes time and a willingness to stay the course.  Often western medicine only mask the symptom and does nothing toward healing the body.  Are you looking for a quick fix or a solution?    Diet, exercise, meditation,  coupled with a good attitude toward others certainly helps and is a daily reminder for us all to not judge others but keep moving toward the path of enlightenment.  

My right arm was paralyzed for about 9 months.  I had to take my own advice and follow this path.  Either I believe in what I say or not.  I am in to my 12th month of recovery.  My arm has 90% recovery.  I swim at least once a week and exercise at the gym twice a week.  Not to mention my daily work outs at home.   Meditation and prayer are with me always.   You can do this as well.   Blessings to all of you! 

                                                                    Three
                                         Acceptance that Everything Changes
                                           (Changing only that which you can)

This is one of the hardest lessons that I have had to learn.  What is my responsibility when it comes to change?  

I was like many of us are, "the armchair quarterback".  Most of us are able to look at the defects of others and offer a  simple solution either in our mind or by giving advice that was not ours to give.  It took many years for me to realize that everything that I attracted was brought to me by my own thinking.  It was all of my anger, rage, that brought people around me with the same stuff.  I could see the defect within them, but was clueless that it was me that also suffered from the same defect.  I was either the victim or the perpetrator with all of it. 

We cannot change others.  Nor can we judge them.  Each of us are on our own spiritual path with our own lessons that will be supplied by the Universe or the God Energy as I sometimes call it.  No, this energy is not a man.  If you think so, then your God is entirely too small.  It is not God in my belief that judges us, it is our own self that sees the truth when we cross over and understand that it is up to us to repair our own damage made by our own mistakes. 

Truly, if we understand that every thought, action, and prayer was answered we would have an entirely different way of dealing with problems.   Instead, we venture through life fixing others, criticizing  others and are only creating karmic damage to ourselves.  We think that if something feels good it is positive energy.  Not necessarily so.  Often when we are solving (so we think), or preventing someone else from having to suffer, we are karmically  creating our own mess and probably sending a negative charge. 

In parenting, I did not want my children to suffer consequences that were not going to be pleasant.  They would come home give me their story, and I would take charge to repair the mess.  Whoa!  This is exactly what many of us do.  First, we were not there when the incident happened.  So, we play god and think we can solve the problem.  Only God can fix the solution because only God has the omnipotent knowledge to resolve the issue.  What should have been done on my part.?   First, try something like the serenity prayer.  Second, listen to all of the facts, and third sit in the dark until the solution is given.   Whoever is involved with whatever happens are only those that can work out the mess.  Not the parent.  So, how do you prevent bad things happening to your children?  Your teach them to become responsible and to tell the truth.  That is your part of a good parent.  You cannot believe what you have not been through.   You explain to your children that their thoughts and actions create their choices through life.   Then you sit back and carefully watch the show of life unfold as they grow up.  As I understand to paraphrase what was in  the book of Proverbs the more your meddle in someone's affairs it is like grabbing a dog by the ears and creating a mess.  So, be my guest here and try something different.  Teach your children that they suffer the consequence of their actions. 

                                                                Four
                                                 Your Spiritual Growth

The journey of life is not meant to be without growing pains.  Most of  us learned about life when some form of discomfort was involved.  School is one of the best examples of universal school.  We grew  up learning about peer pressure, group acceptance, rules of discipline, methods of study, and I can go on and on with examples, but you get the point.  Some of us  picked  wiser choices and learned to follow instructions, but most of us looked for the easier way out.  There is no easy way out for spiritual growth, and yes, there are some choices that are better than other choices.  It is up to us to decide.  The more that we are aware, and by that I mean spiritual awareness, the better our choices are likely to be, but I am in no way implying easier.  Spiritual growth is a difficult path because for the most of us, it is going against the grain.  Sometimes I say "thinking outside of the box". 

 None of us like authority, like erroneous rules, and rebel if....we can get away with it.  Truth is,  We get away with nothing.  Your actions either good or bad will come back to you  and repeat themselves until you learn from the lesson of life  which is what life is all about, learning.  If something is true on one level, it is true on all levels.  That spiritual law is thus: " As above so below, as below so above".   Here is the law of karma which applies for every action there is an equally opposing reaction.  Or put simply what you sew you reap.  I hear daily, "what goes around comes around".  But easily said by many and not believed by many.  If we truly understood this truth than we would understand clearly that what we believe and say is repeated within our own living experiences.  We are creating all that we think and do.  Wouldn't it be a wonderful world if all of us understood that principle?  Unfortunately that is not always how the Universe functions because many of us on earth and young souls might not be ready for this kind of message.  For those of you that resonate with this message you will understand what I am trying to say.  Test me here.  When you lose something focus upon finding this thing or object then forget about it.  Watch how it eventually returns to you in a surprising way.   Or,  while driving, focus on finding the perfect parking place for your car.  Do not doubt your thoughts and watch the space appear.

                                                                Five

We are creating a mess with our work ethic, and this trickles down to a mess with our children.  Our most important endeavor is sustaining life.   What I am saying is that we have now focused upon money and have created a horrible mess with our children's development.  No one is home!  If we have chosen to have children some one needs to be at home and that "one" needs to be one of the parents.   Historically it has been the mother figure.  Look at nature from birds to lower animals in this habitat we call  " earth".   By tradition,  this job was the   mother who was the main role model. She  taught the art of survival and we all modeled from behavior these skills.   We have turned this skill over to baby sitting services, nannies, grandmothers and even the cell phone for entertainment.  What are we doing here folks?  Either have children or do not, but do not mess with the future.  This is perilous.   Using cameras and video equipment  to watch the ones at home sends chills down my spine.  This sounds like a biology class with laboratory rats.  Not good here.   However, I helped set this up as well.  Many times when ask what I did in the way of work, my response was, "I am just a housewife".   We had no value on the most important skill of all.  Why?  We were not compensated for this service so it had no value.  Metaphysically we call this the energy exchange.  Unfortunately men as well as women had no value and therefore thought nothing of housework and raising children.  Well how do you like it now?  We have a mess on our hands with many young souls, and we haven't a clue.  We were not there to model behavior skills because no one was in the home.   I am a decorator also by trade and degree.  When called by young couples I usually walk into a very expensive home with nothing in it and litter everywhere.  No one knows how to live in a house because no one is at home.   I am often ask to use Feng Shui for creating good energy.  My response is to first reply by saying you need to  clean up the mess.   We are becoming clueless with "home".   This will get worse before it gets better. 

Here is my truth.   Over a period of time mothers began to leave the house work and join the job market.  It is true that the double income took an easy jolt out of the finances, but unknown to us all we were not paying attention to the most important asset of all.....our children.  It happened over time and it happened over two or three generations, but it is now revealing to me that we are in a bad spot with the child and his development.  I realize that both parents have to, at times, work; but I am also looking at this from the eyes of a child, and the effects upon the family.  Not to mention that reincarnation is screaming for leadership because no one wants to come back without guidance.  There is no guidance for the latch key child.   The most important spiritual mission is to insure that we create a balanced child, spiritually, emotionally, and physically so that....guess what?  We can return and improve our journey or path in order to grow spiritually.  Folks we are headed for the cave again.   Many of us will incarnate into the mess that they created, and I for one do not care to re live this confusion.  No thanks.  Forward is better than backwards here. 

First is the fear of everything.  What happened to when you get home from school, with the concept of " go out and play" ?  This is not in the mind  set of our children.  They do not have any form of unorganized play in their mind set.  Rather, it is baseball practice, cheer leading, some sport that leads to a scholarship or a giant plaque or trophy.  Nothing like "capture the flag" or "kick the can".   This disappeared when the "strangers" entered our lives and lurched ready to capture a child.   So play became the video, the I pad, or some electronic device that teaches them how to kill everything in sight with no telling what kind of weapons of horror.  There are few children in the neighborhood learning how to interact with one another, get along.  We have all locked every child up so that he is now safe from harm.  The video is teaching them how to skill and mangle as we speak.  Just look at the video  games. 

Without having parents at home to observe they are left with the alternative role models to teach by their actions not their words.  Who are these role models?  Let's look at  (1) the movies (2) video games (3) nannies or baby sitting services,  (4) the family itself  What have we done?
ear in front of your own eyes upon arrival.  This happens all of the time.  The more you learn to control your thoughts and actions, the better your life will become.  The more you allow others to have their own path without you sticking your foot in the middle of this path, the better off they will be as well as you.  Each of us learn at out own pace.  Each of us has our own path and set of beliefs, and it is paramount that all of us allow each of us to grow at our own pace.

Do not be critical of your past as no matter how difficult the journey has been, it was all in the form of a spiritual lesson for you to learn.  Even those souls that are sitting presently in jail are in what I sometimes call  God's "time out box".   Your choice after  incarceration is to either learn for the better or recreate the same experience and do this time again and again, until the lesson is learned.  Remember, there is no time in the Universe.  So take all the time you might need to learn a lesson.


                                                      Six

Most of result  when buying furniture for our home  have absolutely no plan  for how they would like to live in the house, much less take care of it. 

I was a stay at home mom and now I proudly display the fact that I truly am the last of the home bodies protecting what we once called  young couples work, and as the nest.  I do not object to any of us working outside of the home.  But what we have created for the most part in this United States is a chaos gone rampant with the children.  This article is hoping to open your eyes up to the tidal wave that is forthcoming with this new generation. 

Often I am ask, "what is my destiny?"  and there they are with a family of 5 children.  The answer is fairly simple.  For now, it is to direct the children to a healthy way of living, teach them the spiritual laws, and  of course make the "nest" an  important environment for them to live.   Another way to state what I am trying to define here is teach your children how to fly and survive.   That is destiny for now in a nut shell.  It is difficult because even for me it was the hardest job ever.  Not difficult to do, but a nightmare of frustration on the mental games that went on in my own head.  For me, it was difficult to daily deal with a young mind, and not have adult inter action with other friends.  This, for me was the hardest task of all.  I loved my children, but I too needed a break from the,  "Captain Kangaroo sect".    And, like most of you, I too did not really want to hear that teaching our children was the most important job of all, why, this was too mundane, too simple,  I wanted the BIG PICTURE.   Sorry, learn to teach the truth, do the next right thing, treat others with kindness, understand the law of karma.  You do that and home life will become much easier. 

Now for the feng shui of it all.   For the majority of young Americans ( I can't speak for the rest of the world), but for us we are not paying attention to the home environment.    Usually young couples want to create good energy.  The simple truth is that the home is like that of a crystal.  It absorbs all of the thoughts that are created within the family.  Sooooo, if there is screaming, fighting, drinking, drugging within the house for the intuitive we feel the energy long before we enter the "twilight zone".   Children are very intuitive and it is amazing what they are able to endure in this land of chaos that exist all over the United States.   Not to mention the violent games, movies, and videos that they are all watching.  Where do you think that stuff goes?  I'll give you a hint, it goes to the nearest demented mind to recreate the same scene.   A thought is a thing.  Do not allow your children to live in such a chaotic nightmare that violence seems normal to them.  Stop the insanity now and save a life as well as a soul.    Once I attended a lecture given by the Dali Llama.  He was asked, "how do we stop the war?'.   His answer a simple one,   "Stop the war from within".   Teach this simple truth, and practice this truth and oh my, " Peace on Earth Good Will Toward Men". 


                                                         Seven



Once getting past being able to see energy around us at all times.  Some of you will be able to discern what that energy tells others.  It can reveal depression, sexual desire,  how you might or might not be thinking, and on and on.  The auric energy even shows disease ( imbalance before it manifest within the body)

The absence of auric energy is that death is eminent, provided these choices are that of the soul.   In suicide for example depression shows its warning sign to me by a dark cloud present within the auric energy.   The depression can usually be witnessed as the soul has gone "within" so to speak and becomes quite while usually choosing not to participate  in life.  I might add that the colors are not as vibrant and could show a slight degree of dullness.   I have only witnessed one example that resulted in suicide, but  I do not believe myself to be an authority here.   However, I have seen such an example, and read some of the Cayce readings about auric energy and color.   I am giving your my experience on this subject, that is not to say your situation with reading auras could be slightly different from mine. 

Much of what I was taught about color while in the University of Texas I believe to be true.   I was in  the class of Marion B Davis who was a noted professor on the subject of color, and I might add the most interesting professor.  Living in color which is clear, vibrant, and usually warm in its intensity has a wonderful effect upon those in that particular habitation.  Although red is often too strong for a room and can create anger.  Color can also, according to Ms. Davis, convince those living within the room that it is either hot or cold depending upon the coolness or warmness of the color selected.  ( I am referring to the hue of the color)  Just recently, an article appeared that many penal systems use the color pink for living quarters as it generally has a calming effect for the prisoners.   Many metaphysical souls believe that pink spiritually is representative of love. 

The duller the color, the more negative is the energy.   Gray and brown are considered negative colors.  That does not mean that all bad things are getting ready to attract to the soul, but it does in fact encourage that when wearing either gray or black you should enhance the dress or slack with a bright colored scarf or tie.   All hue or color vibrates at different speeds depending upon the color.  Red is a slower vibration than say yellow.  Different vibrations are different energies arriving to the body with signals or messages that pertain to the color associated with the location in which these energies are sent.  These energies for example are all of the cells in the physical body that use the God energy to exist and communicate in order for us to live.   Often colors that we select to wear on particular days are chosen to give an added boost to the auric energy. 
 
Do your research on the colors of the Kundalini this information can easily be obtained on line or in your favorite book store.   Acupuncture works with specific energies and vibrations to enhance bodily functions for good healthy balance, some acupuncturist even use crystals to aid in the healing process.    When looking at the auric color you will be able to see these energies at work.  White of course is all color, while black is absorption of all color.  Of course the auric energy of Jesus was always shown with a white aura. 

Science is beginning to recognize that different colored lights help with healing.  This will one day be used to a greater extent than now.  We have much to learn about spiritual healing and actually we have just begun.

So what can we learn from what I have written, if you don't like your life change the way you think, interact with others, and behave within the general laws of love which are harmony, balance, love, and caring for others as well as yourself.  Then.....watch your auric energy glow and bring good things to you by the law of attraction.  
I was in my forties when my journey to find another choice began.  Like all of you, I had read everything and thought that I was ready to embark upon finding my mate.   These little adventures taught me  about life itself and of course what I was attracting. 

My first adventure was with a nice looking gentleman that turned out to have a temper from "hell".  I was extremely attracted to this soul, but realized shortly in the dating cycle that if I stayed it was a matter of time before the anger turned to me.   When you are in the throws of attraction every hormone available in your body is convincing you to stay.  The same was true here, but my intuitiveness kicked in and encouraged me to have the courage to leave.  This was not fun.  Because the death of a relationship no matter how short lived it may be brings up every fear that this will never happen again.  At least that was my experience.  However, knowing what was around the corner with this soul kept me strong enough to close the door on this relationship before I was injured.  (Attraction was, good looking and abusive)

Number two in the ," cycle of search" came with a gentle soul.   He was sweet, kind, and,   without  energy.  My memory was many evenings wondering if he would ever get off of the sofa and join the living.   He contributed nothing to the relationship and that even goes for sex, so this ended rather abruptly as I gently told him that it was time for him to move on.  (Attraction not emotionally available and no sex)

I had not yet become the wiser as my journey continued to look for the perfect soul or "soul mate".  At this point I will confess that I do not believe in soul mates.  We do not attach forever.  We join with people as long as there is a lesson to be learned or shared, and when that time is over, it is time to part.   For me, "til death us do part"  means that when the energy is dead, it is time to leave the relationship.   Number  three and four both came together as a dueling duo.   Both were fun to be around, both were smart, but hidden beneath the lines were addiction  and emotionally unable to connect.   Number three, I met at church and he was a cocaine addict as well as a dealer.  Number four was an exercise nut. "control freak" extraordinaire,  and both were emotionally unavailable.  I turned them both down at about the same time.  (attraction abusive with control, emotionally unavailable, no sex at all, and addictive disorders)

I had had three years of bad experiences and at about this time, I realized that it was me that was attracting this mess.  I was devastated and knew that I had a problem.   It was shortly afterward that I decided to give up alcohol and work upon myself.  I knew that  I had to changed but even though I thought that I had all of the answers, I was still continuing to attract the same mess.   I entered the doors of recovery.   I had surrendered and although I felt hopeless, I began my journey that totally changed my life.  

It is said that when you begin working upon your own issues, you need a time of silence to discover who you are.   I sat in the rooms of recovery for about 18 months before the "fireworks" started.   Even now after 21 years of marriage,   I remain steadfast to this suggestion that was given to me.  It take about a minimum of  12 months to change one's vibration before any of us are able to sustain a workable relationship.   Believe me,  I tested this theory many times while in recovery, and it was God's Grace that kept me idle and alone.  Tried as I did, no one was around.   Until one evening, I realized that the man who had been sitting around me this whole time, my friend, and confidant, was to become my husband.   Our agreement was simple.   You use drugs marriage over,  you may not take my inventory or try to change me,  acceptance of who I am warts and all is imperative.  It will not work if you try to change me so don't, and last allow me to worship the God of my choosing without your advice.   We are still having a good time. 

*  I would love to hear your story if you care to share.  Of course.....I will respond.   Judith

                                                              Eight

All of us have similar journeys.  Like all of us, we want the shortest way with the perfect path.  I too was the same way in regard to looking for a better mate.    We believe that once we read  new information, we think that we " have it, or understand it".  Nothing could be farther from the truth.  You have to apply what you have learned and put it into practice.   This is the spiritual truth of everything learned.  We must practice what we preach or, as we say in therapy, " you have to walk the walk, not just talk the talk".   I was told  I would be tested several times before the right person came along.  So sitting here, I thought that I would tell you my story and perhaps you might learn from my experience.  And begin the "art of practice". 

I have written often that first you must develop the list.    There are two list,  one is positive, and the other is negative.  You must have two list.  Begin with the negative which is all of that you do not want to have.  Your learned all of these traits from your parents, and that is what you have attracted in all of the subsequent relationships.  So start with all that you didn't like about your mother and father (or those that you lived with in your formative years) and create your list.  Here was  my list.  They were controlling,  critical, perfectionist, and punishing to the point that created a fear which developed into panic attacks, alcoholic and last co-dependent, as well as emotionally abusive.  Your list could be similar.  But it is up to you to write it down and look at it.  Because all of your previous relationships are on that list.    The positive list are those aspects that you should want in a relationship.  Such examples are, trust, the ability to earn a living,  a good partner that treats you with respect, that that does not rage and rant, one that tolerates and accepts the other for who they are.  I could go on and on here, but you should be able to create exactly what you are looking for in a partner. 

With my story, I attracted a good combination of both my mother and father.  It was comfortable for me as it was familiar.  So it took a long time for me to even understand that this relationship was not working.   My part in the attraction was simply this,  I attracted to that which was familiar, it felt normal, and made total sense.  Had I attracted to where I am today, I would have bolted to the door.  Where I am today and from what I have learned is nothing like what I was.    Today, I have boundaries,  I am able to stand up and tell the truth even to the point of accepting the fact that others might disagree with me.  I have a balanced relationship based upon love and respect.   My mate today has the right to disagree with me without fear of reprisal.   I accept that it is okay to get angry, it is not okay to rage.  And above all everything is open and discussed.  This is not easy to find in a relationship.  It is a journey on your part to become perfectly honest within yourself as to what you want.  It is not my job to find that soul, but yours.  Until you walk this path, you can choose to attract the same thing or learn to put down what you do not want to live with and continue looking until that soul emerges.  It is truthfully up to you.  God gave us the choice, now use it to find what you want. 


 

 

 

The Ego, Change, and Choices

How does a person keep the ego in balance?

You must always remember to be grounded, to be humble and to remember that that which has been given can also be taken away.  There is nothing that you have or that you will ever have on the physical level or any other level that cannot be taken away.  It is important for you to remember all that is given can be taken away.  As long  as you know this, and you remember this and this is a part of your internal dialogue, you will be all right.  It is when people forget that everything can go away that there is a problem.  Always remember that on a daily basis, and hourly basis.  It is not good to criticize or to judge other people in any way, because that could just as easily be your circumstance.  It is not good to consider yourself above any other person in any way because in the same situation, you could be in the same place.  It is very, very important to always keep the ego intact, to be grateful for all that you have, but at the same time be aware that it can all go away. 

The ego is man's biggest problem in the evolutionary process because as one evolves, it is very easy to think of yourself as infallible.  It is very easy to think of yourself as powerful, and while you may be powerful, unless you know how to control that power, it will wrap itself around you and strangle you. 

(This was a direct quote from the spirit guides many years ago)* Communication was channeled

To evolve all of us need to change our vibration.  This does effect the ego, because when you change, you therefore change the way you believe.  This takes patience, time, and the ability to see the truth in such a way that it completely changes the way we all view life.  This is a simple process, but one that involves a lot of faith, and adapting new concepts, although new to us,, but these truths have been written and recorded throughout time itself.  These subjects are written in all of our religious documents, but man has overlooked them until recently.  This opportunity has presented itself to us at this time because man now has the ability to evolve to a higher level than before.  Your choice, sit on the side and watch or.... learn to practice the art of patience, meditation, and a belief that all of us are capable of changing ourselves, saving this planet, and behaving in a loving gentle way which is the purpose of life.  Our main goal is to help one another and live peacefully with each other, and accepting the differences rather than fighting over them.