All of us are growing spiritually in our own way and our on time line. To push for spiritual growth when you are not ready can be dangerous.
Understanding the God energy and how to use it takes time. forcing the issue can often create problems that you have never thought about.
One such example was my own story that actually happened to me as a result of "pushing the chain" of spiritual grown. Here is my story:
I had been studying the methods of reading for people, and was generating some success. But as always I wanted to know more. Reflecting back in time, I was following the ego and not the heart. Clearly, I was not prepared for the experience that followed. My family was dealing with fear, and without thinking what we were doing we pulled up the wrong energy. The greater the fear from the 3 of us, the stronger the energy until it was down right spooky. Clearly I had no idea of what I had created, but feeding fear while dealing with any form of paranormal is and can be dangerous. Eventually, I was left alone, but it took strong prayer and time to bring me back to normal. I had become "crazy" for a short period of time based on my own doings of trying to push truth when I was not ready for the truth. A great lesson for me.
When you are ready to know, you will be told. Do not push your limits or follow someone's advice without much spiritual prayer and meditation. Do not hurry your own spiritual growth, there are certain subjects that you might not yet be ready to learn at this time. Yes, there is always spiritual guidance, but (1) there are some spirits you do not wish to reach, (2) You must always understand you are not going to be told everything because you too could become a little crazy, and (3) always listen to what spirit says and then wait to see if it is true.
Earth is a journey of faith and test. Don't jump off of a spiritual cliff without first investigating the message.