We learn from what we attract. It took me a long time to understand, completely, that God was not throwing spears my way in the form of punishment. I was creating my own mess, and it was up to me to clean up this mess, not the God of my understanding. It took a long time for me to see this picture clearly, and part of the understanding was having a true look at the parents that I chose before birth. ( Clearly, many of you will not understand this truth, but given a little time consider this as a possibility.) As always, it is clear to me that God allows me to make mistakes until I make the choice to change. Then the task of undoing the mess that has been created begins. That mess may be the people in my life that I cannot change and or the decisions that have put me in difficult places due to bad choices on my part.
My family of origin was the early teacher, and what a ride for your life it was. This was the origin of either past life mistakes made by me and my truth about family was they were the means that would have some of my lessons to learn. I truthfully believe that I have incarnated with these same souls over and over again. Shirley McLean once said that life is like being a character in a play. I thought that to be an odd description when I first read it. I now agree with her. Sometimes the characters are appearing differently, but they are one and the same. They remain in our life until the karma has been completed and all the lessons that they bring to us have been completed. Sometimes the completion is simple spending a lifetime with them or it can be completing the issued that were created by the interaction of all of the group together. Alcoholism is one good example that came into my life by way of the family. Some of the characters in the play were the enablers others were the alcoholics. We were all enmeshed in a web of confusion until it was time to learn the lesson. For me, I had to stop drinking and using my defects of character in order to grow spiritually.
There is a prayer in the 12 step work that ask the God of our understanding to help remove me from my defects of character. I have always been amused when people say that instantly the defects went. This has certainly not been the case for me. Rather, all the defects have made themselves present in my world so that I could see them and make the choice to change my actions and my thinking. Using rage or anger accompanied by tears was once example for me. I was always the victim, and never looked at what we call my part in the mess. This was not an easy task, but here I sit writing about it to you the reader. It takes work, reflection, meditation, dream interpretation and every tool imaginable to use in order to recognize that which we need to change.
So where do you go when you seek changes. Counseling will help, sometimes a reader or psychic can help. This was true of me. I knew I had a problem, but I had no where to go. My first choice was 1800 dial a psychic. This took some time for me to find help. But it worked. Today I was trained many years ago how to give readings. I do that now and can for all of you if you need the help, but my goal is to teach you as well how to find your inner voice. That is my over all mission. You can find me as Judithhlane @Google.com and request a reading. This may take time or you can ask me questions on this blog. I will gladly respond. The reading has a fee, the questions have no fee. Take care and have a great day.
My family of origin was the early teacher, and what a ride for your life it was. This was the origin of either past life mistakes made by me and my truth about family was they were the means that would have some of my lessons to learn. I truthfully believe that I have incarnated with these same souls over and over again. Shirley McLean once said that life is like being a character in a play. I thought that to be an odd description when I first read it. I now agree with her. Sometimes the characters are appearing differently, but they are one and the same. They remain in our life until the karma has been completed and all the lessons that they bring to us have been completed. Sometimes the completion is simple spending a lifetime with them or it can be completing the issued that were created by the interaction of all of the group together. Alcoholism is one good example that came into my life by way of the family. Some of the characters in the play were the enablers others were the alcoholics. We were all enmeshed in a web of confusion until it was time to learn the lesson. For me, I had to stop drinking and using my defects of character in order to grow spiritually.
There is a prayer in the 12 step work that ask the God of our understanding to help remove me from my defects of character. I have always been amused when people say that instantly the defects went. This has certainly not been the case for me. Rather, all the defects have made themselves present in my world so that I could see them and make the choice to change my actions and my thinking. Using rage or anger accompanied by tears was once example for me. I was always the victim, and never looked at what we call my part in the mess. This was not an easy task, but here I sit writing about it to you the reader. It takes work, reflection, meditation, dream interpretation and every tool imaginable to use in order to recognize that which we need to change.
So where do you go when you seek changes. Counseling will help, sometimes a reader or psychic can help. This was true of me. I knew I had a problem, but I had no where to go. My first choice was 1800 dial a psychic. This took some time for me to find help. But it worked. Today I was trained many years ago how to give readings. I do that now and can for all of you if you need the help, but my goal is to teach you as well how to find your inner voice. That is my over all mission. You can find me as Judithhlane @Google.com and request a reading. This may take time or you can ask me questions on this blog. I will gladly respond. The reading has a fee, the questions have no fee. Take care and have a great day.
