Developing Your Own Abilities

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Increasing your abilities for psychic awareness takes time and patience.  I will share with you my own experiences, but that does not in any way reflect that you will develop in this manner.  We all have different styles of our own awareness and even different talents.  For example John Edwards talks to those who have crossed over.  I too have moments of visitation, but my talents arrive through visionary dreams.   (There is a huge difference between a dream and a visionary dream.  I will discuss that either later or in another blog.)

Some of us were aware at an early age that we were intuitive.  I was clueless here as my parents were of the "no talk" generation.   Religion was discussed, but for the children our discussions were the Bible stories.  My father was pure fundamentalist in his approach for us, Mother was happy with that decision, and in my early childhood we had a weekly trip to Sunday school and all were happy.  Even in childhood certain religious truths did not add up for me.  These were the doctrine "truths" that were taught by the church.  It never made sense to me that there was only a special group admitted into heaven.  Looking back with amusement, I can see how I rocked the church's boat by questioning what they were teaching.  I strongly disagreed with this principle.  It didn't make sense to me.  Here was one of my early doubts to myself by what I was taught, "if I am only living one life, how was I able to live such a nice life and there are these lost souls living on the continent of Africa that are starving and disease ridden, why me, God?  Why, have I been chosen to be in heaven for these same reasons?"

A truth by someone else whether it is a church or another person must make perfect ordinary sense to me or else this soul with revolt.  If you think in this way, then you are strongly likely to posses the ability.  It is not important to know that you might be correct, but it is important that we all understand it is a healthy thing to question everything told to us as truth.  This practice only means we are learning, and accepting what works for us.  Religion grew for me to not make much sense.  Why were we always saving "Pagan Babies", what were we saving them from.  Weren't they children of God also?

Not until my young adulthood did I begin my quest.  It was slow at first, but rest assured I had now acquired quite a list of questions.  Sometimes the answer was shocking, but as I continued to read I began to change some of my truths.  The first trust for me, was reincarnation.  This was a frightening thought as none of my family thought it to be true.  I was even mocked for the suggestion.  But for me, again, this simple made sense.   As I developed in my attitude and changes of truth I began to change and sadly or joyfully my then husband began to rebel.    Now I was studying card reading, going to psychics, and when  "under the influence of wine "reading palms at parties.  I literally was coming out of the closet and rebelling at all cost.   But here is what I learned from my development.

1.  Slow down do not try to consume knowledge in one day or year.  This will take time. Read what you attract and either discard or learn from your reading. Some you will relate to others not. Just be open for new ideas.

2.  Keep a journal of your dreams.  You might first have to ask the God of your understanding to help you remember them.  Many people think they do not dream. 
     a.  write down in detail all about the dream.  The colors, the people, the emotions felt or remembered by you and every little detail. 
     b.  Take the dream part by part as if you were diagramming a sentence.  Spirits talk to us by using symbols.   It is not necessary for a book.  Write down what you think of those symbols with out dwelling upon it.  (pondering on this will sometimes give the wrong idea.  your first impression is the most important here)
3.  When a thought arrives within you mind write it down and do not doubt it.  Record the arrival and the date.   Here is an example.....You have the thought that a paint store would be a nice income for you.   Following you might have the opposite kind of thought such as," where did that come from? I don't know enough to do that!  Sounds great, but I don't have enough money for a paint store!"
First thought is often spirit, all the other stuff is from Ego.  Always remember validate, then trust.
4.  Feel the emotion of your body and be aware.
5.  Often I was waked up at night with either a phone ringing, or a voice calling my name.   Ask what they want and return to sleep.  See if a dream follows or not.  This is a form of clairaudience. 

What About Disease?

I wish to talk about disease and a simple version of understanding what we as a human race apparently have absolute forgotten.  How to prevent disease.  Disease is basically out of balance with the body.   Some, or perhaps all, are lessons for us to learn.  Usually a simple approach to healing, but the  more out of balance earth becomes, the more our bodies can reflect  a "dis ease" and thus create disease.  Some simple ways of preventing disease have been neglected and forgotten.  Let me begin with these.

To combat disease, first you must remain as balanced with your life as possible.  How you think impacts more of your body than you know.  Just last week I witnessed the confirmation on this idea from the Science Channel.  More and more, you will see confirmation about the power of our thoughts.  I have spoken before of what you think you create.   Well, what you continue to fear, harbor anger, or carry resentment will only result in your own sickness.   I was about 13 years of age and experienced this truth.  I had the shingles.  Usually this disease is  considered then to be for the elderly, and yes, the doctor was shocked that I was loaded with this rash.  Shingles according to the old time physicians said that this rash was due to too much stress.   Now, wouldn't it  have been wonderful to have been introduced to the concept of meditation, and I do say therapy.  But disease first was harbored by my  wrongful thinking and needless worry.   I played both of those parts well.  Typical teenager with the beginnings of lots of years of worry.   Our channelling sessions in 1982 always began with the reminder of "a thought is a thing"  over and over this was pounded into our consciousness than it finally took.  Watch this prediction here, in a new years you will see evidence of violent videos, scary movies, horror stories, being warned as danger.  Do not kid yourself here. These mass  killings by your adults will be shown to have found the idea first beginning in the play station videos.  We will one day shun this mess and get rid of it.  But I do not support control with censorship as the simple solution here.  Just be aware for your self and your family.

Meditation trains the brain to relax, heal, and focus.  Excellent meditators are the Asians.  They have learned one pointed thinking.  This comes through training the brain to focus on the "now", and pay attention to where you are without spinning of as many of Western man still continues to do.  Eastern Religions taught meditation and it is apparent to me that this is still practiced.  A television news cast was taped on a train in Japan during an earth quake.  The humor was that all on the train continued reading their paper and no one looked up.  This is one pointed thinking at its best.  During the tsunami that occurred in Japan, the Japanese never skipped a beat after the disaster.  They worked on digging people out of trouble.  Not once were they looking for someone to fix.  They inherently knew help would come, and they all worked together.  This was one pointed thinking at its best use, which is to learn how to stay in the "now".

None of us go through life without problems.  That is the lesson of earth.  We will experience ups and downs as long as we live on this planet.  The idea here is to realize who is in charge, and that we are powerless.  We do have choice, but that is about it.  Many of us had traumatic childhoods.  But the trick here is to choose either to repeat the mess that we were taught as children, or find and improve a better way to get along in the world.  Again, choice.....Some need therapy.  Some are incapable of changing.  This message is for those who are tired of doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.  Stop this behavior, get some help, and change.  Bad behavior does not work in the Aquarian Age.  It will harbor enough anger to create disharmony with health and BINGO you have more sickness.   Your choice here.  Learn the physical laws of God that create harmony and understanding and learn to love your neighbor here. 

Medicines help.  But whoa!  There are first other remedies to find before you jump into the trial and error of false promises from much of the pharmaceutical companies.  I am all for help when needed, but we have gone "postal" when it comes to not listening to our own bodies first. 

Sounds funny to say this, but WASH YOUR HANDS, and pay attention to where you put them during the day.   Just a simple jester of touching your nose after you have handled money, exchanged a hand shake with a client or friend, touching your eyes, and of course being around someone who is continually coughing.  I have even witnessed parents with their children eating out putting the food on the restaurant table without plate or napkins and never even thinking about the damage that can be done to this child.  Tables that everyone uses are filthy, especially those used by multiples of souls daily.  Most of the time these tables are wiped off with a wet rag which is loaded with all kinds of bacteria.  People, we are smarter than this display of stupidity, but then I have watched us all pick up food off of the floor and eat it using the "one second" rule.  Not to mention the fact that many people neglect to wash their hands after using the bath room.  Bacteria is live, well, and mutating.  One second can eliminate your life.   The bacteria now is becoming disease resistant to antibiotics.  It will continue to mutate and change in order to survive.  Remember that everything living has conscious, and it is now important to become proactive  with your health.  Have you ever noticed what the server does while using rubber gloves?  That protection is at best only as good as the person wearing them, and all health laws are broken here.  Those gloves while worn, handle cash, open doors, and then continue to serve the customer food.........a horror story here.



So, in order to maintain good health it is necessary to maintain a balance with mind improvement, healthy living, and emotional maturity.  To do this takes time and effort.  The mind depends upon a healthy dose of meditation and prayer as you are what you think.  The body needs good food, and the physical health of it all it to depend upon good ole common clean sense to pay attention and not take chances.   It would help to be nice to others and set and example for others to follow.

Anger and the Damage

If you have ever grown up in an angry household, then you might understand the effects upon the family.  Living with angry people was like trying to walk upon eggs and praying that none of the eggs would break.  

Now what to do with anger as an adult.  Some of us will repeat the patterns and become the perpetrator of anger, or the victim.  Others will do the complete opposite and pacify at all cost.  Both are lethal to the child and to the family.  What was the cause?    For me,  only God had my answer, but I can certainly say that it took a long time for me to even see the problem.  Living in an angry situation with angry people became the norm.   My coping skills were a spiritual gift of sorts in that I was able to see it forthcoming and got the "hell out of the way".  Others were not so lucky.   Unfortunately this little habit has the ability to pass from generation to generation.   The only way to stop the pattern is to stop the anger that is now within the individual.   I did not even realize that I was angry.  I had my own set of coping skills which was to become a one man band with lots of smiles.   Not until recovery was I forced to see myself and my part in the anger.  This took years to find, uncover, and eventually find a healing.  Healing itself takes time.  But through meditation, dream interpretation, and  the group within my personal recovery was I able to change what had been created. 

Let me state clearly now that all of us have a part in the anger process.  I suspect that my family and friends that I grew up with had been passing this stuff around for, yes, LIFETIMES.   One of the jobs of karma is to continue with a lesson until we "get it".  So yes, lifetimes is more than one life here.  Some of us were the perpetrator in one life and the victim in the other.  Then turn about fair play.  This is primary, why we are not to judge a particular event and focus on the drama.  We will never know exactly how long this karmic game has lived with all of us.  At least until we cross over.

So, how do you stop?   Your stop your own war within and break this ugly cycle. 

Yes, we are going to have anger even when we have perhaps not caused anything.  But the trick is to learn how to get the harm out of our bodies and work upon the forgiveness.  Why is this important?  It is important because this kind of anger becomes toxic within our system and sets up all of the disease.  Where this disease lands upon your body is where  the body happens to be the most vulnerable for you. We're talking heart disease, cancer, tumors in all kinds of places.  Even my friends told me that within the future of our planet, we will one day evolve to the point that we do not choose to reveal our disease because it will show how sick we are in our minds.

Your challenge is to find a balance as you walk your path on earth.  So spiritual fitness, emotional fitness, and a healthy system all together form the basis of a balanced soul.  Your goal is to remain balanced as best as you can. 

I do believe in the miracle of healing through prayer and meditation.  However, many diseases are also thought to be lessons.   Even the gift of "disease" has something to teach us.  It is not a tragedy to be sick, but why not learn about prevention. 

Anger is another form of fear and learning to face fear rather that carry it in your gut is worth your effort to learn how to deal with emotional pain such as anger, and learn to go forth into life with the light of God.  

FINDING YOUR PATH AND TALENTS

To understand life on Earth, it helps to think of Earth as a spiritual school.  In order to understand live and develop the talents that each of you has earned, it is important to first know yourself.  To do this it will take time and courage. 

It took me a long time to understand that all of the mess that was created  did not come from the God of my understanding, but from the very choices that I had made.  And many of these choices had been going on for lifetimes.   This reminded me of the karmic wheel of insanity which was to do things over and over again, and never figure out my part in the whole mess.  What a confusing life.  Many of us live in this manner.  And my friends, it has nothing to do with income or your social standing in life.  You and only you have created this mess.  What a depressing thought.  But, there is a way out of misery, and that is up to you. 

For me, it began with a simple understanding that many of the truths that I had adopted were false.  So let's begin looking at some of these possibilities for you.

Here is a new truth.  We are not evolved on earth at the same level.  This simply means that certain souls might be in the early incarnation of human existence.  Be careful here not to judge these people by either their education level or their social standing in the community.   The point I am making is that it is very important for you to not judge, but just to know.   Remember that Jesus came into life as a Carpenter.   As I was told he understood the power of ego and chose a "normal " existence in order to stay balanced.   Just look at the movie industry.  We idolize these souls, put them upon pedestals, and look to them as if they are our leaders only because they claim fame.  Being in People Magazine or in the movies does not indicate that these are spiritually wise individuals.  Talented they are, but that is all that you should observe and certainly not judge and follow them to your version of Utopia.  You do not know the path they are own, nor do you understand from where they are sharing.   While in the illusion of "fame" what are they learning?  Nothing more than lessons about the ego.  Remember, earth life is temporary.  Your job is to become responsible for your own self. 

As we evolve, our truths will change.  One true that does not move or change is the truth that God is love.  However, our perception of God, and what we believe God to be will change as we evolve.  For me, God is not a man, nor a woman, and like many souls there are no words to adequately describe just what God is.  That is up to you to find.   God does not judge. God is truth, God is love, God is intelligence, God is spirit, and God is within us all.  The more we stay in truth, love, and balance, the closer we will find our own path in order to evolve.   

A New Beginning (The Aquarian Age)

I am not going to expand on the meaning of  the chapter in the Bible which is Revelations.  There is much confusion here, and it has been misunderstood and interpreted in many different languages.  I will agree that there is some truth within the chapter, but for me, it is much easier to find other sources with a better description.   In any event, you, the reader, must find your own truths.

It made complete nonsense to me that the God of my Understanding was going to completely destroy this lovely and beautiful earth where we all now live.   It was for that reason alone that I began my own discovery into what the possibilities were for the coming Age now called Aquarian.  We are now completely and totally experiencing this new energy.  Some of my explanations will come from the works of Emmet Fox as he revealed answers that seemed to have  truth.  I was told that none of us while living on earth would have the complete answer,  I agree with this statement.  It would make egomaniacs of us all to know what we do not and can not understand.   Human nature is always to protect what we have rather than give up whatever it might become because we all are driven by fears of the unknown.

According to Emmet Fox in his work ALTER YOUR LIFE, the Aquarian Age was to be a completely new chapter in the history of mankind.   To him a new age meant that everything was to change.  That implied our political systems, ecclesiastical institutions, the way we work and earn money, and even our relationships with our fellow man.   Think about it.  No more monarchies, stock markets, banking systems, school systems, health care systems, hospital systems, and probably transportation systems.   No wonder John,the author of Revelation, called this a death sentence.  Everything will be reduced to the basics.   Emmet Fox said this would be a radical change, and it would be for the better.  I agree with Emmet Fox.  I also agree that we are just in the beginnings of these changes that are  to come.   The retirement of the Pope is one example.  These changes are going to be monumental, but after the "dust settles", the best is yet to be. 

Your responsibility is your attitude.  Instead of looking at life with a dooms day approach, try to understand that we are all being led to a better way to live with one another.  We are learning now the true meaning of love, and it is not a form of co-dependency.  It will be that all of us are accountable for our own actions instead of relying upon others to solve what we are capable of doing.  Remember with God,  all things are possible.   

What Is The Vibration Describing ?

Many people do not pay attention to the vibration either around certain people or even better, places.  It is important when moving about in your lifetime to always pay attention to the particular vibration that you perceive that you are feeling.  Of course it is important for you to be completely aware of your surroundings without the influence of any supplements or alcohol that could alter your feelings. This feeling of awareness is protecting you.  However, one road of caution.  Do not be driven by fear here. 

Most people just blindly walk through life without perceiving the environment that they have joined.  This is more important than you possibly could imagine as one day, it could save your very life. 

One of the best rules that I use to apply is the first impression about a vibration is usually the best.  We all get into trouble when we try to analyze.  Just for the moment, go with the initial impression.  And, always thank the God of your understanding for the gift.  Remember the intuitive thought is yours and not everyone around you will experience the same feeling at the same time.  Early in my development, I was always looking for others to verify my findings or discoveries.  It took a long time for me to realize that all of us will have differing opinions of their surroundings.  No two people see the same environment exactly the same.  Understand that we are all on different levels with different experiences. 

Remember that even groups take on "vibrations".   An example that comes to mind is too much alcohol in a sports arena  alters the vibration rapidly. 

It is my suggestion here, that all of us practice this awareness, particularly when all of us are working on our intuitive connection to the God Force around us. 

OUR PLACE IN THE UNIVERSE

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According to the Guides, who are my teachers, not only are we not alone, but we are not one of the highest evolved planets in the Universe.  All Universal knowledge is from God, and all of us are connected to the same energy that we call God.  The Aquarian Energy is here to teach us and help us expand our thinking of God and what we need to do in order to improve ourselves both spiritually, mentally, and physically.   Before we are able to unite with those that will help us to learn, we must first learn the meaning of love.  This is not an easy task, nor is it easy for me to explain, but with the guides help I too am improving inch by inch.

Many have asked me what is my purpose in life.   I can only share with you my truth here.  We tend to get a little out of balance with this question.  If you remember all of the spiritual laws that I have written about in the previous post here, then you will have you own answer.  Just follow the rules.  Simple as that. 

To expand here just a bit, I would also add that each of us needs to learn and study the meaning of love.  Simple, but difficult to do.  Love is not judging another soul.  None of us can understand someone when we don't understand what they are here to learn.  Acceptance of others is the key, and of course that follows with a good prescription of "kindness".   Teach by example not necessarily words.

When we live by the Spiritual Laws and do unto others then we are completely the task of God's will for us.  I was told that until we can learn to get along, we are going to continue being "stuck". 

Everyone of us has the capability of solving their own problems as they remain connected to the God of their understanding.  So with that just take care of your own problems and leave the rest to God.  Simple, but very hard to do. 



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